So for the first time in ages I wrote something, but it’s not a happy something…I’m still going to share it here, cause I have nothing else to do with it. I put it on tumblr but that was it.

Please don’t do anything like this, don’t harm yourself, don’t kill yourself. You’re not broken or anything of the sort. We need you to stay strong for future generations, to blaze a trail in the right direction, to prove that people can make it. You are so very important, please don’t let the hatred of others drag you down, and for the love of all things bacon, don’t end your life. 

I've been seeing so much news on transgender youth suicides and it really breaks my heart, all because they're surrounded by people who don't accept them for who they are. It sickens me, and I really wanna do something about this. I suppose to vent my frustrations I wrote this, I dunno how well I did, but it sort of just came to me.

I'm going though some gender identity stuff myself at the moment, and for the first time I feel genuinely afraid of the world. When I discovered my sexuality, or what I thought it was when I was younger, I never even thought to be afraid because while I knew I wasn't like everyone else I didn't see it as a reason to fear anything. I've become more aware of the world now, and sometimes I really wish I hadn't.....Innocence is precious, don't take it for granted.

I've been digging on research, trying to figure out where I fit in the sea of labels, I really don't wanna be in any gender honestly, even if I feel more like a dude at times. That's an issue for later, maybe a journal or something, I dunno.

Please don't ever even think suicide or self-harm is an option, there are people out there who you can turn to, keep fighting! Live to spite others if that's all you feel you've got! Live to be an example of how to be strong through all the hatred, live to give future generations someone to look to when they're in the place you are now. You're beautiful and perfect as you are, and you are strong and amazing and you WILL persevere through this!